Last night, I was watching Heart Of Greed. It was the episode where conlicts happens between Seong Tsoi Sam and Alfred. It was Alfred who two-timing Seong. The most shocking was Seong found out that the "third party" was at Alfred's home she tried to open the door. After the incident, she brokes up with Alfred.

Although she still loves him, but not be able to face him again....the incident still lingers in her mind. Everytime she see Alfred she will broke in tears, unable to cope with his unfaithfulness towards her. She has choosen not to be with him although deep inside she still loves and cares about him.

This scene reminds me of my past. I've been through it before, which I believe everyone did(mostly). When I saw Seong crying everytime she thinks of Alfred, I recalled the old me... exactly same situation. The feeling was like somebody we love just stabbed into our heart and the pain was unstopable, keep bleeding. The thought of suicidal happened to come into my mind at that moment. Can how imagine how heart broken I am?

It leaves a deep scar in my heart. But time has heals it. The scar no longer visible and healed coz I found someone who worth my love...